Crack and Emoness At Its Best.

Insanity and Yaoi are the fuel of this Otaku.

Random stuff.
Need to write this down before I forget... Started a roleplay and need to write down character's stats...

Laaa, lotsa statistic junk~ <3Collapse )

Meme yoinkage. >_>
Finally got around to yoinking this from Chaos. xDD
The meme!Collapse )

And that's all I really have to say on this. xDDD


Holy shit, I live.
Omg how long has it been since I posted? FOREVER. But, praise be to Apris! I am finally getting hi-speed internet! YAY@O%U*@*(URPFJJIRHO WHICH MEANS, I'LL BE ABLE TO DO SO MUCH MORE STUFF.

The insane rant of dewmCollapse )

Oh yeah... Chaos-chan. I WILL join the letters group, just give me a bit more time til I get said net all set up, my dialup still hates me. Don't let anyone take me characters please? ;__;

A post long time in coming.
This is an info post for one of my EXE fics I've been working on for years. *yes, years. is back in the exe fandom for the time being and is trying to get as much writing done as possible* Some of you may remember my EXE/FF crossover and, well, this is part of the information. Everyone made comments about the 'classes' and 'skills' that the characters will have and I took it upon myself to type up a very detailed (but still rough) outline of everything. Please note, these are still subject to change and is a WIP, but it gives you all an idea.
The Stats Sheet~Collapse )


And there you have it. I, in my own OCD-ness, also typed up an official 'OST' of the story as well. I will post that up once I've put more into it. <3

As for other news, there's not much new. At least, nothing really worth mentioning. I got  a check for 2k and spent it all on a DS, PSP, and clothes and groceries. I got Crisis Core for the PSP and beat it in four days. Woo. xD As for everything else, it's mostly same old, same old.


OMFG!! (In other words: My mom is epic)
Copying and pasting half of this from my conversation with lolliscythe:

SPARKLES!!Collapse )

I wish I could replay the whole memory for you all. Just project it out so you could LOL at it with me. But now I'm inspired. Oo OH, GOD, THE DAZZLING PHASE IS COMING BACK. *flails*

I must go hunt down some screenshots now--*cackling evilly*


I got tagged. xD
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
B) Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

The Questions:

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Let's see... I tag...

summoner_lenne9 , torayashachan , firehedgehog , wolflupin , asakurali , goldensuzaku , straunce_schell , and lrs928 ...Whew, that was hard, especially since half of the people on my flist never update anymore. xDDD
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I meant to do this Monday but I got distracted by having to go to Social Security Office and do my interview there so I can apply for S.S.I. and whatnot. ANYWAY.


So, on Saturday morning, my family's like, "GET UP, GET DRESSED, AND PACK WE'RE GOING TO YOUR AUNT'S." And I'm like "O_O HOSHIT!!" So I'm scrambling around, and it's like, seven in the fucking morning. So, I pack, get shit ready, and we were SUPPOSED to leave by 12 but our dumbass dog gets carsick and it took us a damn hour to chase him down and get the leash on him. ¬¬

So, anyway, we drive down there, I give hugs, ect, and immediately get on the phone and call my OTHER aunt, and ask her if I can come over and stay with my cousin and she's like 'yeah, sure, I'll come pick you up when I'm off of work'. So, around 6ish, she picks me up, and AKLJDEHGAJKFRGAER WIIIIINNN. I park my ass in my cousin's room, we set up her little table and put her TV on it, I take out my gamecube that I brought (Dude, can you imagine that I fit a GC, a PS2, about 12 games, and three sets of clothes in ONE school-sized backpack??) and we set it up... We played Tales of Symphonia for like, ever, and then went and had dinner at like, 11, and came back, stuck in Smash Brothers Melee and spazzed around on that.

We went to bed about 1 or so. We woke up around 7 next morning and we played ToS til about 12, and we'd had to babysit some friend's of the family's kids. But it was all good.

So, anyway, we decided something insanely epic. Conversation as follows:

Me: "Hey,"
Rochelle: "Hm?"
Me: We should, like, totally play SSBM and try to recreate the epic 'altar scene'.
Rochelle: ROFL!! Okay.

The 'Altar Scene' in question spans from the last time I was down there and stayed a whole month. We were playing SSBM. And we were both playing Marth. I was Marth's black costume and she was in his white one. So, anyway, I'd just tossed her in Hyrule temple and, you know that small ledge thing on the right, right after the middle platform and the one on the ledge? Yeah, that. Anyway, she landed on it face up, and I ran over and started top use my Shield Breaker move. Anyway, we had to pause at that exact moment for dinner and--well-- It looked like White!Marth was on a freaking altar and Black!Marth was about to cleave him in two with his sword. xDD LOLOL. So, we'd saved the pic on my aunt's cell phone but she didn't have texting at the time so I wasn't able to send it.

Sadly, the pic got deleted. Anyway, we'd decided to play SSBM and see if we could recreate it. Only, this time instead of Marth/Marth, we decided Marth/Roy. LOL.

It was insane and epic. Much crackyness ensured in trying to get this to happen. And after we finally got it right, we decided to see what other 'yaoi' pictures we could take because serveral pauses inbetween trying to get the pose right looked insanely wrong. So, needless to say we got a few pictures and I managed to send/text them to my email. Pictures below, though they are fairly small:



Photobucket (slightly different one)

Annnd finally:


LOL this one comes from us being on a Melee Team against level 9 Marth and Roy's. So... we dash+grab'd our doppelgangers at just the same damn moment on that slope in Hyrule Temple (Can you tell that's our favourite?) and I paused just after...and this is how it looked. I was like "LOLOL SELFCEST!!" and we couldn't stop laughing for ten damn minutes. Rochelle had to use her asthma inhaler like, three times before she calmed down. xDD It was so damn epic. We played until 3:30 AM then went to bed.

We woke up at 5:45 and proceeded to pack up my GC and my clothes, ect. Then, we went to my other aunt's house and there, I plugged in the PS2, and proceeded to play .hack//GU Vol. 3: Redemption. LOL. Sad thing: In my rush to pack, I'd forgotten my Mem. Card. xDD Oh, well. ANYWAY, I played and Rochelle watched and we were having a fucking ball watching Endrance fawn all over Haseo and just hit on him, ect. xDDD It was so epic. We proceeded to keep playing until around 2:30 and then I finally had to stop and pack it up again cause we had to go home.

So, all in all, good times were had, children were scarred, and one, corrupted into a yaoi fangirl. 'Twas gewd. GEWD, I SAY! xDD;;

Ignore this post of stupidity because all it'll do is convince you even more I'm insane in a bad way
Is it just me, or is it 'Let's gang up on Mandi' month again?

I love you, life, you are so good to me. =D

Giving me such a wonderful family that will generously yell at me whenever I fuck up. And for giving me such awesome friends who don't hold back in telling me how stupid I am. Really, what would I do without them?

Thank you, Adam, for turning me into a spiteful, paranoid bitch, I'm almost exactly like you now. Funny, huh? Except I don't use people for my own ends and I instead prefer to let people walk all over me until I get tired of it. And I don't threaten people with dying if I don't get my way. No, but apparently I've learned to use my emoness as a weapon like you. So I suppose the biggest congratulations goes to you.

And oh, thank you VERY much grandma for making such split-second decisions to throw my life into absolute hell, I really don't know WHAT I would've done without that. Except for maybe, I don't know, DIE? Or maybe just be paralyzed or braindamaged? Either way, thank you oh-so-very-much for giving me this fucked up life, I suppose it was all thanks to you that I met Adam and everyone else afterwards. Thanks much. =DDDD

Thank you, mom, for giving me my fucked up mind because you know, I really wanted my Borderline Personality Disorder and all my other mental illnesses and my obesity and pre-diabetis stages because of this, you know?

Thank you, Phillip, for knocking up my mom, and being a fuck-head and not being there for any of my life. Thanks for giving me your weak backbone and stupidity and failure at EVERYTHING. Truly, it's so wonderful! ^_____^

Thank you, Uncle David, for being my secondary father and oh-so-plainly calling me a whore to my face and laughing at me when I asked if I could adopt your children if anything happened to them. Forgive me for being concerned, yeah? :D

And thank you, everyone else who'll yell, scream, get pissed off at me and tell me how stupid I am or how much I fail. I'll do my best to lay down on the floor before you knock me down there, okay? Then it'll be okay, you'll see! *giggle*

Because honestly? I really can't imagine a life without this. xDD Funny, right? I think so! Sometimes I could just break down and die It's so awesome at times. Other times I get depressed, but, hey, what's the fun in that? It just makes others pissed off at you even more for being an 'idiot' so I can't help but laugh at it. No wonder people think I'm so strange in real life, huh? xDDD;;

Oh, and I think Dementra's coming back but I'm not letting her out. Because why ruin the fun of being dragged down underwater in chains again?? I think I'm in love with my suffering.

Sigh... Depression, Pain, never leave me, my loves. I really don't know what I'd do without you. <3


Meme yoinking
The first five people to respond to this post will get something made by me! My choice. For you.

This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:
- I won't guarantee that you will like what I make- but you most likely will.
- What I create will be just for you.
- It will be done soon, within the next few months.
- You have no clue what it's going to be. It may be poetry. I may draw or paint something. I may bake or make you something and mail it to you. It'll be a surprise!

The catch? Oh, the catch is that you have to repost, and repost right away. We can all make stuff and brighten up someone's day :)



Okay so I'm forced to do this because summoner_lenne9 's gonna bite me if I don't. Or worse. >_> I don't want to be flooded with her insanity, it's not good for my own. YAOI, FTW, BECAUSE I'M NOT CHAINED TO CANON. >_>;; ANYWAY.

So, if you want something from me and I DON'T have your address (if I make you something irl), leave it with your name and postal address you want it sent to. I am easily bribed with what you want from me, though, so feel free to make a suggestion. >_>

Apparently I'm meant to be Violet o_o

you are violet

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be.

Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
the spacefem.com html color quiz


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